Tuesday, October 22, 2013

As Thou Art

1 Kings 21:36

Then said he unto him, because thou hast not obeyed the voice of the Lord, behold, as soon as thou art departed from me, a lion shall slay thee.  And as soon as he was departed from him, a lion found him, and slew him.

 
Instant gratification. 

We see our favorite candy bar in the checkout aisle at the grocery store and, even though it was not our intent or plan to purchase and eat that chocolate that day, we immediately want its deliciousness.  So, we buy it, unwrap it before the bagger has finished packing our last item, and eat it all up while loading the car, before we even drive away.  And, for those few minutes of time, we experience pleasure.  Unconsciously, we develop an understanding that feelings of desire can be instantly gratified with pleasing results and, so, the things that we want for ourselves we get for ourselves – no wondering, no worrying, no waiting.

 
When our monthly check on our bank account reveals a lower-than-expected dollar figure, we lament over how fast money disappears.  When our next visit to the dentist reveals a cavity in need of filling, we groan with dread of the impending pain and bill to pay.  And when our clothes start to fit a little too tightly on our bodies, we become upset and frustrated, wondering what lengths we’ll have to go to in order to lose some weight – a gym membership or that tedious new diet people are talking about?  A lottery win would solve our first problem.  A filling then and there to get it done and over with would help us at the dentist’s office.  And buying new clothes would cancel out our third problem.  Because we’re used to instant results and getting what we want.
 

The results of that impulsively acquired candy bar go beyond the immediate feelings of pleasure.  What if we experienced those consequences as instantly as we taste its deliciousness?  What if the candy bar cost three times as much and, as soon as we put it in our mouths, our teeth would hurt and buttons pop?  I’m guessing that we would think twice about grabbing the chocolate the next time we saw it beside the cash register.  And what if this was true about more than just edible treats?  What if the second we told a white lie to our employer, we got fired?  What if the first time we took our frustrations out on a loved one in unkindness and unfairness that dear person left us and never came back?  What if, in walking past someone who has fallen without assisting to pick him up, we found ourselves beaten in an alley by thugs with no one in a cold, selfish world answering our cries for help? 

 
In the Bible we hear stories of instant punishment.  When God is disobeyed, the earth opens up and swallows the wrongdoers or storms of fire rain down on the heads of the unjust.  This thought terrifies us, but also delights us, in a way.  For we understand the language of instant gratification.  We want to be able to get what we want, when we want it.  And we imagine God being like us in this – if He wants to smite us for our wickedness, then He will smite us cold, sending a lion to slay us or turning us into pillars of salt.  For this is the kind of instant gratification that we want against our enemies, against those who we see as hurting us or as standing in the way of our own glory.  But, though God, in His Divine love for us, reaches out to reveal Himself to us in the language that we understand, He is not as petty and impatient as we are.  Throughout time, God has led us by the hand like little children, teaching us in ways that developing humans are taught, with instant reactions to our actions so that our little minds can make the connections between cause and effect.  But, we do not remain undeveloped forever.  There comes a time (in history as well as in our own individual lives) when, if we are to be fulfilled as human beings, we must understand to the best of our abilities the wide range of connections, the vast consequences of every small act.  We are called by God to see that we are connected, in the present, to both our pasts and our futures and that we are connected, always, to one another.

 
Nothing exists in a vacuum of time.  Nor in a vacuum of space.  Everyone and everything relates to each other, is connected.  Like it or not, everyone and everything leaves a mark of some kind.  We are not little islands living lives of little bubbles of time.  No one is isolated or removed from the interweaving of reality, for life is whole.  And we are all inextricably linked to our one, common source that flows all through us – “the ultimate reality that everyone calls God.”[1]

Christina Chase



[1] St. Thomas Aquinas

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