Wednesday, February 13, 2013

In Their Own Eyes


Isaiah 5:21


            21.  Woe unto them that are wise in their own eyes, and prudent in their own sight!

 
 

If I look into a mirror too often,

my eyes see my eyes that see my eyes that see my eyes…

And I reflect upon my own reflection reflected back at me

until I see what I want to see.

In a world without mirrors, how would we see ourselves?

With no light from watery or other shining surfaces,

how would we know what we look like?

 

Would I know that I am beautiful because others are attracted to me

as butterflies are drawn to a glistening drop of golden nectar in a rosy bloom?

Would I know that I am ugly because others turn away from me

as noses recoil from piles of animal feces and rotten refuse?

And what if some people come to me with keen and happy interest

while others, at the same time, avoid me, repulsed?

How then am I to judge how I, the woman in the wheelchair, look:

gorgeous or grotesque?

For I have been met by as much bewildered cringing as bright and shining desire

and there has been no difference in me – the difference is out of my hands.

 

And so I have concluded:

I am beautiful when beauty gazes upon me

and ugly when ugliness has me in its sight.

For a loving heart propagates beauty by touching a spirit in need,

while a selfish heart breeds a cloud of stench that smears the soul.

Christina Chase

1 comment:

  1. I wasn't feeling physically well or mentally sharp for this particular challenge – and it shows.
    Later that evening, during the Ash Wednesday liturgy, I thought of how this line from Isaiah pertains so well to Adam and Eve. God told them that eating the fruit would have bad consequences. However, they looked with their own eyes and judged that the fruit was good to eat. They deemed their wisdom greater than God's. And woe to them…

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